The Core of My Soul

I don't know how to tell you my feelings personally, so I will try here. I only have three months left before you leave for the service. That is all I can think about.

You mean the world to me and much more. Without you, life is all just a bore. I cry so many nights just thinking about you, and the life together we will have one day. But now I worry and ask if our love is strong enough. With every guy, I saw something in them I loved, yet they never had quite all of it, but you do, Baby, all I have to give! My mother told me, when I asked her how will I know if I've found the right one, she replied, "You will know, you will feel it deep in the core of your soul," and I never believed her until the day you walked into my life. I have known that I loved you and really cared about you but didn't realized my love was this strong until you got on one knee and proposed to me. I fell down crying after you left. It was the happiest day of my life and I will never regret saying, "Yes."

Without you, my life wouldn't be whole. There would be no sunshine and definitely no one to come to my house at 5:00 a.m. in the morning just because they missed me. I love you so very much, Baby, and this all seems like a fairy tale, but one thing about this is that it is real, and I love you with all my heart because without you, I don't know what I would do.

So, please understand how much I love you and why I cry even when you make me happy sometimes. And when I get mad at some of the things you do, most of the time it is just because I love you so very much and don't ever want to lose you.